Gosh! I'm sooooooooooooo stupid!!!
I don't know what went wrong or what happened to me.
I just felt like I'm falling...
falling...
falling....
falling.....
falling.....
falling......
falling for *him*
At first, I wasn’t so sure about it..
But now, just now, things have been clearer to me..
My instincts were right..
I AM already falling for him..
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa……..!!!!!!!!!!!
What should I do?! Should I obey my feelings or wait until the feeling subsides?! How can I stop myself from falling deeply inlove?!
Worse, he’s my CLASSMATE!! (there now, I spilled the beans..T.T)
Seeing that I don’t stand a single chance against my rival, which also happens to be his crush (or maybe love..), maybe ishould
...
wrong..i MUST forget all about this love thingy.
And besides, he only sees me as a friend..nothing more, nothing less..
And I’m already contented in that..for now..
Guys, wish me luck..
Hope this feeling will evaporate real soon.
Feeling desperately and hopelessly inlove (not to mention, wasted..) had long been removed in my dictionary (along with “sorry”, “promise”, “I’m waiting/I’ll wait for you”, “I love you so much”..blah blah blah..for me, they’re pure lies! T.T)
I even swore that I’ll never allow myself to get stuck in this situation again..
But here I am once again, (for the umpteenth time) hangin’ like a fool..
God, falling inlove really sucks..
BIG TIME!!!
But despite all of these stupidity..i still looooooooooooooooooove myself..
Tell you what, I’d rather fall in love over and over again than see myself together with millions of heartless zombies who refuse to fall in love just to play safe..
falling for *him*
At first, I wasn’t so sure about it..
But now, just now, things have been clearer to me..
My instincts were right..
I AM already falling for him..
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa……..!!!!!!!!!!!
What should I do?! Should I obey my feelings or wait until the feeling subsides?! How can I stop myself from falling deeply inlove?!
Worse, he’s my CLASSMATE!! (there now, I spilled the beans..T.T)
Seeing that I don’t stand a single chance against my rival, which also happens to be his crush (or maybe love..), maybe i
...
wrong..i MUST forget all about this love thingy.
And besides, he only sees me as a friend..nothing more, nothing less..
And I’m already contented in that..for now..
Guys, wish me luck..
Hope this feeling will evaporate real soon.
Feeling desperately and hopelessly inlove (not to mention, wasted..) had long been removed in my dictionary (along with “sorry”, “promise”, “I’m waiting/I’ll wait for you”, “I love you so much”..blah blah blah..for me, they’re pure lies! T.T)
I even swore that I’ll never allow myself to get stuck in this situation again..
But here I am once again, (for the umpteenth time) hangin’ like a fool..
God, falling inlove really sucks..
BIG TIME!!!
But despite all of these stupidity..i still looooooooooooooooooove myself..
Tell you what, I’d rather fall in love over and over again than see myself together with millions of heartless zombies who refuse to fall in love just to play safe..
4 comments:
effie!
heartless zombies?
who are They!?
:)
waha,
^_^ You know, falling in love should be fun and it should make you happy. Don't give up. :D -kriselle
sabi ko sa'yo eh.
mahirap magpigil.
fall in love. be lokaret!
just like... me.
see: sometimes i'm the moodring myself. happy. angry. sad. drunk. sober. whatever. even feeling like the greatest loser.
be like that. let's see.
alyzza's acting weird now.
how 'bout you?
hahaha.
but it sucks though, like your title says. it's just annoying for a reason that you don't know whether that someone would give love back.
i hate probabilities.
but then, there's always hope, okay? billy told me that true love will be returned. that'll come someday. (yes, billy is a romantic. :D)
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